My heart breaks even more as I find myself even having to write this "About Me" paragraph. For I shouldn't have to at all....
...I had it all, a wife, a baby girl, and a steady job...but then the baby girl has physical struggles due to an injury before birth and after 2 1/2 years of marriage, the wife decides that she doesn't want to be married to me anymore--choosing to go back to finish living a "wild life"--free from me.--(see Demas having forsaken me, having loved this present world and the Hosea / Gomer Paradigm) : ( Obviously--just like Abraham and Hagar--I, making a mistake, need to find the REAL "Sarah"-- I feel so used and empty...
...so, it is with a very heavy heart, knowing that she will probably make me sign a divorce paper in the near future, that I throw myself out there and trust God that He knows exactly what His Will is for what happens next...maybe a friend first, forgiveness, slowly dating, and one day marriage again...I leave it up to Him.
Please, if you can understand this situation and want to be the a virtuous woman that God can use to heal my broken heart, send me a message. Even if you only want to offer encouragement, I need those messages too. : )
I graduated from Pensacola Christian College in 2002, so with me, dating is merely getting together, talking, eating, or watching tv. If you are calmer, romantic, like art, music, or low-stress activities, then we will get along well.
If you are shorter, petite, an inspiring muse, or a deep-thinker, let me know all about it...
I am SOOO tired of the secrets, lies, and ulterior motives-- being quiet, isolated, and alone is not fun--I just want to laugh without inhibitions, have fun, be creative, and most of all--finally allow God to, over time, reveal to me the wonderful experience of unconditional love through the woman he prepared for me before the foundation of the world.
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